"That's My Life" lyrics
I said I'm tunnel vision get it
Slightly optimistic
Rarely ever switching
Don't forget to go and mention
All the shit that brought me here
Worst of all your fears
I done seen themand it's clear
It ain't ever worth the tears
There no truth inside the lies it's only pain that brought me up
I'm a productive of environments where no one gave a fuck
Selling drugs when I'm in school instead of out and having fun
Only knew to chase a bag they never taught me how love
It done made me who I am I got regrets but that's alright
Try to push all them aside but can't escape it in my mind
Imma take a couple hits to try and make me feel alright
Don't you see me as I am don't you see through my disguise
In the nighttime
Steady tryna get by
I said I'm thankful for the past cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life
In the nighttime
I can never think right
It's like I'm knowing where I'm at but I'm never going back
To my old life
I said I'll run until I'm finally lost
Feeling get a lot
Always hating when they come around
And I get in my thoughts
Never chasing as they leave I'm always loving when they gone
You should've seen what I was on and all the ways I do them wrong
I don't think it'd be a problem if I pushed away the pain
Know I'm numbing and it's wrong
But I'm just tryna make it change
I go back to where I was then I'll get caught up in my ways
Abusing drugs I got a habit one that I could never shake
I float away to where I never been
Putting pain behind me
It's beyond the time that I should end
It's beyond the time that I can quit
But let's be honest
Would it help me if I finish it
Probably not it was probably never true
It was probably just a sign for me to find what I could use
On a journey going through
Never seeing what I lose
Never staying where I'm at
You never know what Imma do
In the nighttime
Steady tryna get by
I said I'm thankful for the past cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life
In the nighttime
I can never think right
It's like I'm knowing where I'm at but I'm never going back
To my old life
In the nighttime
Steady tryna get by
I said I'm thankful for the past cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life
Slightly optimistic
Rarely ever switching
Don't forget to go and mention
All the shit that brought me here
Worst of all your fears
I done seen themand it's clear
It ain't ever worth the tears
There no truth inside the lies it's only pain that brought me up
I'm a productive of environments where no one gave a fuck
Selling drugs when I'm in school instead of out and having fun
Only knew to chase a bag they never taught me how love
It done made me who I am I got regrets but that's alright
Try to push all them aside but can't escape it in my mind
Imma take a couple hits to try and make me feel alright
Don't you see me as I am don't you see through my disguise
In the nighttime
Steady tryna get by
I said I'm thankful for the past cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life
In the nighttime
I can never think right
It's like I'm knowing where I'm at but I'm never going back
To my old life
I said I'll run until I'm finally lost
Feeling get a lot
Always hating when they come around
And I get in my thoughts
Never chasing as they leave I'm always loving when they gone
You should've seen what I was on and all the ways I do them wrong
I don't think it'd be a problem if I pushed away the pain
Know I'm numbing and it's wrong
But I'm just tryna make it change
I go back to where I was then I'll get caught up in my ways
Abusing drugs I got a habit one that I could never shake
I float away to where I never been
Putting pain behind me
It's beyond the time that I should end
It's beyond the time that I can quit
But let's be honest
Would it help me if I finish it
Probably not it was probably never true
It was probably just a sign for me to find what I could use
On a journey going through
Never seeing what I lose
Never staying where I'm at
You never know what Imma do
In the nighttime
Steady tryna get by
I said I'm thankful for the past cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life
In the nighttime
I can never think right
It's like I'm knowing where I'm at but I'm never going back
To my old life
In the nighttime
Steady tryna get by
I said I'm thankful for the past cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life
Writer(s): Brady Ponder, Maxwell David Neal
