"Note To Self" lyrics

I hate when people say
I hope you're doing well
When I'm not
Sorry that I'm such a fuck up
I love the way
We kiss and tell
When you talk I'm thinking bout how I would fuck you

Baby I would love to
Bend you over and grab you by the hip
Love you down spread your legs spread your your lips
God dammit I'm him nigga

I'm that rich young nigga
Who the fuck is Dream
Short hair long dick jigga rocking anything
Once I hit that four leaf clover
Heartbreak kid turned to heartbreak soldier
Shit ain't been the same since I died in October
White Range Rover but my bitch black
If you saw my bank account u'd have a heart attack
God dammit I'm him nigga yea

I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
Ou
Note to self ou

When I wake
Look inside the mirror I can't recognize my face love
Last week bought a new crib and it's look very spacious
Trying to make it in the world they trying to erase us
Motherfuck the industry and fuck all of that
Alright, I'ma ride 'til I die
Bite my tongue, keep my eyes locked on the prize
Alright, I put in work to survive
But niggas don't care if I'm dead or alive
Alright, tryna find peace in my life
In god's country but we still had a hell of a night
Alright, I can pick the truth from the lies
Watch your back cuz these niggas like wolves in disguise

I wrote a letter to know me better
To build trust and break walls
Expose the vendetta
To help cope and raise hope and keep us together
And maybe we can find some
Make it ohhhhh