"Lately" lyrics

Lately I've been going crazy
And I think it's 'cause maybe I just think too much
But I just cannot make it stop

Dreamed that I was face down
Buried under mud
Screamed my fucking lungs out
Then I woke up from the dream but couldn't shake it off
Never trusted myself
Too proud to demand help
Always on the run knowing I'll never escape
Shut the lights down by myself on the tracks
Died a little more with every panic attack

I always knew I'm not like all the normal kids
But the truth hits a little bit different
And it's hard to speak when you're numbed by all your fears

Lately I've been going crazy
And I think it's 'cause maybe I just think too much
But I just cannot make it stop
I said lately I've been going crazy
And I think it's 'cause maybe I just think too much
But I can't make my demons shut up

And if I die wouldn't that make it easy?
Maybe I never deserved this ending
All these memories keep chasing me every day
Probably that is the reason why my soul is chained
And I can't break free from this void that's chasing me

Lately I've been going crazy
And I think it's 'cause maybe I just think too much
But I just cannot make it stop
I said lately I've been going crazy
And I think it's 'cause maybe I just think too much
But I can't make my demons shut up
(Shut up, shut up)
I can't make my demons shut up
(Shut up, shut up)
I can't make my demons shut up