"Feel" lyrics

Writing in affirmations
Struggle to feel alive
I see you in my dreams
But I don't know what it's about
So what's it mean

I need to feel
I hope this pain inside don't last forever
I need to feel
But all my hurt inside holds me together
I need to feel
And now we meet together for what matters most
I need to feel
Before it bleeds you dry and proceeds to kill the host

Spiraling here forever I try to last another day
But I just throw it away
You may think that I can't take it
But I know that I can make it out

I need to feel
I hope this pain inside don't last forever
I need to feel
But all my hurt inside holds me together
I need to feel
And now we meet together for what matters most
I need to feel
Before it bleeds you dry and proceeds to kill the host

So turn your back
Yea fall with me stand and deliver
But you can't go back if you're gone forever
I'll fall with you, stand and deliver (Please take my misery)
But you can't go back if you're gone forever
Yea and you'll fall first if you think you're better
Cause life here is pain, dodging bullet after bullet like a gun range