"Habits" lyrics

Don't wanna tell you how I'm feeling
'Cause I know that it'll get us both nowhere
You'll be angry, I'll be sad
It's like a habit

Whenever I try to explain myself
I get the feeling you're not even there
Hold me close, 'cause you get scared of goodbye's

Yes, no, yes
You keep going back and forth
Between yourself and love for me
S.O.S.
Send some help before I lose myself
While you decide for me

Take me through what you were thinking
When you said the things you said
That got into my head while I was feeling so alone

I hope you know that I blame no one
It's past, it's gone
Don't wanna hold on to memories that don't belong

Yes, no, yes
You keep going back and forth
Between yourself and love for me
S.O.S.
Send some help before I lose myself
While you decide for me

I've made up my mind, leaving behind
All of these bad old habits
I'm willing to try to find
You and I