"Too Numb" lyrics

I'm too numb in this shit, I be missin' my kid, look at all of this shit that I did
I was the one puttin' food in the fridge, how you be wishin' I go do a bid?
This shit be sad, pick up my gun everytime that I'm mad
Lose myself, but they could not take my dead
Four years in, time movin' fast

All of them holidays I done missed, I wasn't there at thanksgiving
You too young to understand my life, it get dangerous the way that I'm livin'
They never love me, I don't know why
Fans in my comments, telling me to die
Too many shit, that I'm holding inside
When I crash when I spin, niggas wonder why?
All this fake shit around me, I did too much for niggas to clown me
I can't help when I ride, I can set a bounty
It be niggas that different, that always try to line me
And my heart gettin' colder, done with the fake love, bitch, I'm older
Who can I lean on, and cry on they shoulder?
Everyone left, when they thought it was over

I'm too numb in this shit, I be missin' my kid, look at all of this shit that I did
I was the one puttin' food in the fridge, how you be wishin' I go do a bid?
This shit be sad, pick up my gun everytime that I'm mad
Lose myself, but they could not take my dead
Four years in, time movin' fast

It get cold in the bricks, you could die not totin' your sitch
Play a fool, but I'm not going out like Mitch
Who would've knew I would be where I'm at?
Make it out of letters and track
Everybody too dumb in this drill rap shit, but that shit put clothes on they back
I'm too numb in this shit, I'm off pain
I'm too known for this shit, I'on cry when I'm missing my gang
I'm too numb in this shit, I don't care that they left me for dead
I don't care if they took back, anything they said

I'm too numb in this shit, I be missin' my kid, look at all of this shit that I did
I was the one puttin' food in the fridge, how you be wishin' I go do a bid?
This shit be sad, pick up my gun everytime that I'm mad
Lose myself, but they could not take my dead
Four years in, time movin' fast