"She's My Ecstasy" lyrics

I know what I'll do next will bring me near the end
But I've given up my rebellion
She is too sweet, too nice, my blond forbidden fruit
Is there somebody here to help?

I hear the voice calling me
And she's asking for more
Feels like nails in my brain
So I do it again

She's my ecstasy
Lying next to me
She's my ecstasy
She's no good for me

Black crows are landing in the heart of my soul
They hit me where it hurts so much
I cannot see the way out of this nightmare
Can I escape from this darkness?

And she's begging me loud
So loud I should shout
Is there no help for me?
Is there no way out?

She's my ecstasy
Lying next to me
She's my ecstasy
She's no good for me
She's my ecstasy
I will soon break free
She's my ecstasy
And I will pay the fee