"Ugly Thoughts" lyrics

You're close to the bone
We've covered every surface feeling
More than you should know
Nothing more you'll find appealing

And when you hold me, I go
You love me, I don't
I do what I want
And you do what you're told
Your judgment is flawed
You see what you want
'Cause I'm just a fraud

I've always had it from the start (no)
You don't see the ugly thoughts (no)
I'm really not a work of art (no)
I've always had it from the start (no)

The star of your show
I bury all the guilt I'm feeling
Comes from the home
Always cover up your demons

And when you hold me, I go
You love me, I don't
I do what I want
And you do what you're told
Your judgment is flawed
You see what you want
'Cause I'm just a fraud

I've always had it from the start (no)
You don't see the ugly thoughts (no)
I'm really not a work of art (no)
I've always had it from the start (no)
I've always had it from the start (no)
You don't see the ugly thoughts (no)
I'm really not a work of art (no)
I've always had it from the start (no)

Don't stay with me
We'll always be
No good for you
No good for me

I've always had it from the start (no)
You don't see the ugly thoughts (no)
I'm really not a work of art (no)
I've always had it from the start (no)
I've always had it from the start (no)
You don't see the ugly thoughts (no)
I'm really not a work of art (no)
I've always had it from the start (no)