"Disorderly Conduct" lyrics

I have a need to destroy my body
I don't want it anymore
All I've done is bleed

I feel a rage inside of me
That burns the back of – my throat
This monster loves me more than anyone else that I know
So I'll satisfy the tragedy
I need to feed on my own flesh
It's the only beautiful way to burn

I want the flesh and the blood
I want the cold and sharp cut
I need to romanticize it
Cuz it's all I got

I know that it's the devil
Wrapped in silk
It's still the devil

(I want the burning and the glory
That this has given me)?

I feel a rage inside of me
That burns the back of- my throat
This monster loves me more than anyone else that I know
So I'll satisfy the tragedy
And I will feed on my own flesh
It's the only beautiful way to burn

With these hands that hurt
These eyes that see nothing but sin
All I've known is my own destruction

With these hands that hurt
These eyes that see nothing but sin
All I've known is my own destruction

With these hands that hurt
These eyes that see nothing but sin
All I've known is my own destruction

You'll ask me what burning feels like
And I'll tell you that
Not everything feels like something else

I decide, I'm in charge, I will destroy myself
I can't handle this anymore