"To The Wind" lyrics

And I still get the sinking feeling
Never thought that I'd be kneeling you
A proof if it's needed that I'm blue
And I could never be watching
[?] to really be
What you get is what you get

[?] of mines
And I was the only one of fingers and thumbs who clearly [?]

And I still get this lingering hope
That I will climb the slippery slope to you
The truth if it's needed and it's needed
And you could never do what we wanted you to really do
My demises something else

Don't flatter yourself there's more to this than grief in my eyes
And I was the only one of fingers and thumbs who quietly [?]
And I was the one [?] and you just threw me right into the wind
To the wind
Right into the wind

There's more to this than grief in my eyes
And I was the only one of fingers and thumbs who quietly [?]
And I was the one [?] and you just threw me right into the wind