"mileage" lyrics

I'm running up the mileage
Don't know where I'm driving to
I can't even see you in my rearview
Blood pouring out my eyelids
Deafened by the silence of you
I can't forget but I forgive you

Won't bore you with cliches of crashing my car
I like valium and kpins to slow down my heart

Won't bore you with cliches of crashing my car
I like valium and kpins to slow down my heart

I'm running up the mileage
Don't know where I'm driving to
I can't even see you in my rearview
Blood pouring out my eyelids
Deafened by the silence of you
I can't forget but I forgive you

It's so like you to run away when the walls are closing in
Or maybe I just drowned you, you sink while I swim
I'm the empty space between what you want and what you need
I just want you to be happy even if it's not with me