"Personal Development" lyrics

"Personal Development"

Fell in love with an angel in Arizona
I'll be back when I'm famous
That's what I told her
When I'm back she'll be waiting
That's what I hope for
She be bumping all of drakes shit
Ain't no cigarette in her playlist
"I hope you never change and you still love me when you're A list"
But I ain't even close and I feel nothing like the same jit
She came with to that fuckin party four years ago
Man everything's changed
Swear she love me lots but never seen me on stage
What we got is real your friends convinced you it was fake
Things where different yesterday
I hope this shit isn't the case it always bite you back and haunt you when you kick it with the snakes

They gon treat you different when your shits up
They gon try to switch it and convince you that you switched up

I'll tell you what the difference is
I ain't pretend to be like you, I ain't pretend to be like him
Ain't want a job I wanted this
You wanted this but being different ain't as fun as fitting in
Personal development never tend to fuckin work I guess I struggle to commit

They gon treat you different when you're shits up
They gon try to switch it and convince you that you switched up
Remember when we where kids
And nothing hurt but if it would it wouldn't last
For me it did

Man I been sober for months
Thoughts and hopes soaked in blood
I guess I really am my daddy's son
Man I been working so much
I don't even see my girl and she my hope, she my crutch
Physically I'm well and healthy, well I hope, I been crushed
She told me kick it while you can
Like we did when we where kids
Gettin closer to the end
I'm kinda missin all the xans
Kicked the cup I kicked the drugs
You never seemed to understand
Why I did em to begin with
Girl inside my head for the longest this shit was vicious
I know she won't complain but know she hate when I don't visit
I know you feel alone I feel the same while counting digits

I'll tell you what the difference is
I ain't pretend to be like you, I ain't pretend to be like him
Ain't want a job I wanted this
You wanted this but being different ain't as fun as fitting in
Personal development never tend to fuckin work I guess I struggle to commit
Remember when we where kids
And nothing hurt but if it would it wouldn't last
For me it did


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