"Happy" lyrics

Lately, everyone around me feels so fake
Good thing that they all will disappear, yeah
I do it better lonely anyway
I kept my broken heart for years

Every time I fuck it up, I tell me it's the last time
But I know that I will do it all again

I'm so happy, I could cry
Think I have a piece of heaven
It is raining all the time
Oh, I love my, love my, love my sweet depression
I'm so happy

I spent my last money on sugar pills
Life has never felt so great
I oversleep, forget to pay my bills
I got no tears behind my shades

Every time I fuck it up, I tell me it's the last time
But I know that I will do it all again

I'm so happy, I could cry
Think I have a piece of heaven
It is raining all the time
Oh, I love my, love my, love my sweet depression
I'm so happy, I could cry
Every second leaves me breathless
Play the sad song, the lonely one
Oh, I love my, love my, love my sweet depression