"Maybe" lyrics

I don't got the time for it
You been on my mind, shawty
I'ma have to let it go
I've been waiting for you
I've been looking at the door
But I don't ever think you're coming through
I ain't seen the sun in a minute
I can't seem to find the words to admit it but
I been inside all by myself

I've been looking down the barrel of a gun again
I don't even really think I see the fun in it
I've been looking down the barrel of a gun again
I don't even really think I see the fun in it
I've been looking down the barrel of a gun
I don't even think it's all that fun but I've
I've been looking down the barrel of a gun again

Maybe I could change my ways
Maybe I could go outside
Maybe I could wake up early
But I don't see the point
I've been laying in bed
Hoping you would wake me up
I've been lost in my head
Hoping you could break me out

What you want now, shawty?
I can't figure it out
I've been on my lonely
I can't get out of the house
Maybe I need some time
Maybe I need a friend
Maybe I wanna die
Maybe I'm just pretending

I've been looking down the barrel of a gun again
I don't even really think I see the fun in it
I've been looking down the barrel of a gun again
I don't even really think I see the fun in it
I've been looking down the barrel of a gun
I don't even think it's all that fun but I've
I've been looking down the barrel of a gun again