"My Turn" lyrics

I say I care but I really don't
I say I changed but I really won't
[?] every day
Since I was ten I had to be what I own
[?]
Well just once [?]
I swear it tries but it's never enough

True, it was so stupid of me
Stupid to think of all the things that could be
True, it was so stupid of me
Stupid to think of all the things that could be

I'm waiting for my turn, been waiting for my turn
I'm waiting for my turn, been waiting for my turn

Realization hit me
Willing to give while I wait to live
But nobody gets me
And now they all rather hit me
They see these greedy eyes
They all know that I'm willing to pay the price
[?] getting me
[?] getting me

True, it was so stupid of me
Stupid to think of all the things that could be
True, it was so stupid of me
Stupid to think of all the things that could be

I'm waiting for my turn, been waiting for my turn
I'm waiting for my turn, been waiting for my turn
I'm waiting for my turn, been waiting for my turn
I'm waiting for my turn, been waiting for my turn

I'll take whatever you think you could give
I really wanna know what you could give
I'll take whatever you think you could give
I need it, I need it
I'll take whatever you think you could give
I really wanna know what you could give
I'll take whatever you think you could give
I need it, I need it, I need it

I'm waiting for my turn, been waiting for my turn
I'm waiting for my turn, been waiting for my turn
I'm waiting for my turn, been waiting for my turn
I'm waiting for my turn, been waiting for my turn