"The Hardest Part" lyrics

Hope you found what you're looking for
I ain't found myself in months
Self doubt and a cigarette
I've gone way past burnt out

Is it me or the moment?
Has the story already been told?
Been told
With nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
Is it matter over mind
(Matter over mind)

The hardest part's anxiety
Or vanity
And baby I'm caught in the middle
I'm a little to close to the edge
The hardest part's anxiety
Or vanity
But the bottom seems closer to me
You can drag me down if you wanna
That's where we're supposed to be
The hardest part for you is me

Is it me or the moment?
Has the story already been told?
Time after time but these words aren't mine
And when I speak my mind
I'm choking slowly
And it's my hand holding
Choking slowly
And it's me you're burying
Next

The hardest part's anxiety
Or vanity
And baby I'm caught in the middle
I'm a little to close to the edge
The hardest part's anxiety
Or vanity
But the bottom seems closer to me
You can drag me down if you wanna
That's where we're supposed to be
The hardest part for you is me

The hardest part is not knowing
The faith I get
From the people that support me the most
And I push away
The thanks I get
For the help that I'm willing to give
Still searching
Still looking
For me it's you

The hardest part's anxiety
Or vanity
The problem's always me
The hardest part's anxiety
Or vanity
But the bottom seems closer to me
You can drag me down if you wanna
That's where we're supposed to be
The hardest part for you is me