"Cry At Night" lyrics

First time I met my brother, I was standing at his tombstone
Let's fuck somethin' up for the last time, it's been too long, too long
The pain never went away, even when the winter went away
Too many people eatin' off my plate, I can't stop now, for that it is too late

I can't lie, I cry at night
(Let's do it again)

I can't lie, I cry at night
Been months since the last quiet night, I admit I
Feel some type of way about
Everything right now

Give me a chance to make it all good and I'll fuck it up
I feel like that since the first class, about to give up
Back in the day was handlin' the pain with me rollin' up
I tried my best, wish me good luck, it wasn't enough

You see the pain in my eyes
Think I am losin' my mind
Gun on my hip
Roll on the fifth
Empty the clip
Get back what I miss

I can't lie, I cry at night
(Let's do it again)

I can't lie, I cry at night
Been months since the last quiet night, I admit I
Feel some type of way about
Everything right now