"Manifesto" lyrics

"Manifesto"

I am a burden on everyone in my life
I don't deserve anything
I will be alone forever
I will sit and watch everyone I know grow and love and get married while I sit alone and do nothing
I am not a good person
I am selfish
I ruin everything with my own selfishness
I will be alone when I die
I long for a deep connection that I will never have
I will never find love
I will always be in a constant cycle of feeling like this
I will always want more
I will never be satisfied for more than a few months at a time
I apologise to my friends
I apologise to everyone I know
I am selfish, angsty, and embarassing
I have become someone I hate
I will never have a wife
I will never have children
I will visit my friends and meet their wives and husbands and children and feel a deep, ugly jealousy
I will be alone
I will die alone
I will end up sad and alone and the only person to blame will be me
I love you and I'm sorry for everything


Writer(s): William James Mc Cay
album: "Hurting" (2023)
sign crushes motorist - Hurting album cover
Gentle
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