"MURKY WATER" lyrics

I got a tightness in my chest
It won't ever go away
They love it when I love to suffocate
I'm so anxious I'm a threat
And I'll throw it all away
They love it when I love to suffocate

They love it when I
They love it when I
They love it when I love to suffocate
They love it when I
They love it when I
They love it when I, when I, when I

I'm at home in murky water
Comfortable in all the chaos
Cut my legs, running fast
Blood red mud and switch grass

They love it when I am who I am
Look like I do, dress like I do
Talk like I do, it's not for you
But to scare you

I am a god
I, I
I am a god
God
I, I
I am a god
I, I
I am a god
God

Sometimes I feel like a God for a minute
When I leave my body, when I've been hurt for a minute
In the light makes me freeze up tight at my limit
NDA keeps me quiet, traumatized, but I'm living
Like I did it to myself one more time 'cause they love it when I
Exist, exist
Exist, exist
Exist