"On My Own" lyrics

I don't know
It just feels like it's like, um, it's really just me on my own
It's like me against everybody
It's really just me on my own
It's really just me on my own
It's really just... Yeah

I still got up after I kept fallin'
But this time, I'm stayin' up and I'm walkin'
I know what I gotta do, but I keep stallin'
The fear of failin' takes over my conscience
I hate the feelin' of bein' stuck and afraid
That's when I trespass inside the domain of the high level of me that I know I could obtain if I just break the ceilin' I put inside of my brain
Conquering my demons, I gotta do it for me
On the other side's the only way to be free
I need G-O-D 'cause my P-O-V's a spiral to Hell if I don't let Him lead
These days, I walk around bein' mad cautious
Used to be joyful, then I lost it
Everything's pourin' out like a broke faucet
I used to blame the world, but now I cause this
I see life and games aren't much different
The difference is multiple lives are not given
It's you versus you and the time we have's limited
So excuse me if I get a little belligerent when I feel like I'm failin' 'cause honestly, I get sick of it
'Cause my potential feels tapped and it's feelin' imminent
So I gotta dig deep for strength 'cause I'm dealin' with all the betrayal and hurt
It's so hard to get rid of it

Dealin' with all the pain, dealin' with all the stress
I just look at my life, feels like I am a mess
It's really just me on my own
It's really just me on my own
It's really just me on my own
It's really just... Yeah

Ever since I fell deeper into Christ, I had people slowly walk out my life
I never left you, so why you leave me?
I guess hypocrisy's in your design
It's fine
Friends turnin' to strangers
Now I'm mad 'cause they let it crater
I can't make moves that is fueled off of anger
I'm breathin' it now, serenity's in favor
It's peace over chaos, malice in my thoughts
It's unhealthy to dwell on people that you lost
It's better to swallow the pill knowin' that they're gone
It's only until then you'll finally move on. Yeah

I'm on a new level, I'm constantly winnin'
You can hate me, can't say I'm unauthentic
I know other rappers that try to compare, but they know that they're separate
I'll be me until my last breath
I'll be real until my last step. Yeah
I'll push my limit until my last rep
I'll give my strength until there's none left
I'm next, no threat, y'all prosper against me
Tryna break me while I break my ceiling
Just 'cause I'm winnin' don't mean I don't got feelings
I'm constantly breakin' and healin', huh?

Dealin' with all the pain, dealin' with all the stress
I just look at my life, feels like I am a mess
It's really just me on my own
It's really just me on my own
It's really just me on my own
It's really just... It's really just...
It's really just me on my own
It's really just me on my own
It's really just me on my own
It's really just...