"My Last Goodbye" lyrics

I'm going out with this rage again
I'm fucked up in a bottle of gin
I've givin' up but I'm not givin' in
Ain't no one gonna stop me
Left alone when I'm all in a mess
You can't slow down when you're living fast
I don't think that it's gonna pass
This path that lies against me

So read my message to the world
I have to leave you all behind
I called out but you never learn
This gun I hold is a friend of mine
So let it echo through the night
These tears fall from your blind eyes
This shattered life is why you're right
So here's to you: my last goodbye

It all started in '93
To be wanted was all I need
The scar beside that you never see
The hate that burns within me
It puts me down when you never let me in
I'm lost, was this all pretend
In the end, I just needed a friend
But the door was closed before me

So read my message to the world
I have to leave you all behind
I called out but you never learn
This gun I hold is a friend of mine
So let it echo through the night
These tears fall from your blind eyes
This shattered life is why you're right
So here's to you: my last goodbye

Hope drowns in a bottle of gin
Wash it down with a gun of regrin
Self-destruct but I guess I couldn't win
But this life goes on without me!

So read my message to the world
I have to leave you all behind
I called out but you never learn
This gun I hold is a friend of mine
So let it echo through the night
These tears fall from your blind eyes
This shattered life is why you're right
So here's to you: my last good—