"Autopilot" lyrics

I can't feel my feet again
Trying to fly away
Broke the chains around my neck
But every time I get close, I feel a knot in my throat
So I stay lost and I take off
I'm on autopilot, turbulence inside my head
Crash into the ocean, I'll be better when I'm dead
Now it makes me wonder why I even breathe at all
And I'm bracing for the fall

I'm weightless
Cascading
Counting down the seconds I'm awake
So take it, take it, take-take it all the away
Pulse racing
Escaping
Breaking out and rattling the cage
Take it, take it, take-take it to my grave

Now you really think you have it all
Bought me with a diamond and some alcohol
I'll break it in a million pieces, I don't wanna see it again (See it again)
No one ever calls you on your shit
You're a fucking liar, you're a narcissist
And you're gonna see I've been gentle, babe
But now I'm gonna let it out

I'm weightless
Cascading
Counting down the seconds I'm awake
So take it, take it, take-take it all the way
Pulse racing
Escaping
Breaking out and rattling the cage
Take it, take it, take-take it to my grave

Pull me aside, tell me how I've failed you
I'll try to make it right like I always do
Hear the sounds but never listen
Look around but still I miss it
This is the way it's always been
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you wanted?
Is it just like you thought out?
And on the best days
It's still a dark place
And all my thoughts are going sideways
Is this who you wanna be?
Is this who you wanna be?

I'm weightless
Cascading
Counting down the seconds I'm awake
So take it, take it, take-take it all the way
Pulse racing
Escaping
Breaking out and rattling the cage
Take it, take it, take-take it to my grave

I'm weightless
Take it, take it, take-take it all the way
Take it, take it, take-take it to my grave