"Misery" lyrics

When you leave
I can see what I used to be
In your car
Turned the key but it wouldn't start
I lost a piece of myself
Trapped inside this living hell
I can't escape destiny
My misery loves company

And if I fall apart
Torn and scarred
Can I find myself?
And if I can't restart
Light the dark
Will this ever heal?
No I won't be and I won't feel alone anymore
And I won't let the sea swallow me
I can find my peace in misery

Wide awake
I still dream in a vivid shade
Crimson eyes
And a face that glows pale white
It cost me years I never had
I measure pain in milligrams
I pushed away the sympathy
My misery can't cope with me

And if I fall apart
Torn and scarred
Can I find myself?
And if I can't restart
Light the dark
Will this ever heal?
No I won't be and I won't feel alone anymore
And I won't let the sea swallow me
I can find my peace in misery

I've climbed the tallest mountain
I still can't see
I've pushed the greatest boulder
It's rolling back on me
A question with no answer
I'm lost eternally
I tried to buy the truth
But you sold the lies to me

And if I fall apart
Torn and scarred
Can I find myself?
And if I can't restart
Light the dark
Will this ever heal?
No I won't be and I won't feel alone anymore
So I'll just let the breeze scatter me
I can find my peace in misery
I can find my peace in misery
I can find my peace in misery