"Knowledge Addict" lyrics

Oh, baby, I'm a knowledge addict
I wanna be a God
I want to know everything and everything inside you
Oh, I am on a knowledge bad trip
Explosion of my mind
I was too selfish, I understand
But it is too much to process for me

So I took it all in
'Cause I didn't know that knowing is
Something that hurts so bad
Oh, God, how'd you hold up
This is something abyss
I still don't know anything, but it kills

My pores, my blood is still on drugs
Still addicted to your love
Even if I want to get out of this nightmare, it won't stop
My pores, my blood is still on drugs
Wanna know you more and more
Even if I'm not the only one addicted to your love

I'm a shark, a fanatic
I feel most alive
When I'm drowning In my nightmares
Hearing my own cries
Seeing the truth right
In front of my mind
Keep on denying
All these other fins surround
You trying to catch your heart

Are you mine?

I shoulda known that loving you
Is painfully beautiful
That you'd make me believe you love me
To amplify the truth
I couldn't stop researchin'
Hen I found a glimpse of a clue
That you're a cheater
Still I love you even if it's so foolish

I just take it all in
And I know that everything
You said was scripted a lie
I get that you are the God
I used to praise and resent
You knew all my pain and kept it for yourself

My pores, my blood is still on drugs
Still addicted to your love
Even if I want to get out of this nightmare, it won't stop
My pores, my blood is still on drugs
Wanna know you more and more
Even if I'm not the only one addicted to your love