"HEAVY" lyrics

Just got off a three-day bender
Still enjoying the ride
From what I remember
Last night was a hell of a night
Pro'ly need to go easy
But I'm in love with the pain
Don't be surprised if you see me dancing in the rain

Oh, I been
Killing myself softly
Waking up remembering
I'm losing sleep over dreams that were coming true
Oh, I been
Killing myself softly
Lost my mind completely
I really hope I can find my way back to you

Some days, I'm just fine
With accepting I won't change
It may be a little more time
Before I get sick of these games
Might as well enjoy this ride, I'm the passenger in my own ship
Autopilot engaged, hanging out the window this whole trip

Is we flying?
Or is my head stuck in the clouds?
This feeling ain't allowed
Better mix it with the loud
It don't make my mama proud
When my signals in and out
But it's all I been about

Oh, I been
Killing myself softly
Waking up remembering
I'm losing sleep over dreams that were coming true
Oh, I been
Killing myself softly
Lost my mind completely
I really hope I can find my way back to you

Woke up in bed next to Caroline
Fingers tracing her panty line
I shifted her paradigm apparently
She don't mind modeling Calvin Klein for free
And I feel so divine when the Calvin Klein is wearing me
She telling me I better be precautious
All this love and despair never cared what it cost
I just fly 'til I see the sunrise behind me
Tears don't even fall when I cry

Oh, I been
Killing myself softly
Waking up remembering
I'm losing sleep over dreams that were coming true
Oh, I been
Killing myself softly
Lost my mind completely
I really hope I can find my way back

Find my way back