"Trials & Mutilations" lyrics
Darkness follows me
Everywhere I go
Everywhere I look
I swear this shit stalking me
They just wanna see me
Kill all my enemies
And I won't stop
Until their all on their
Hands and knees
Laying in a pool of blood
I'm too in love with murder
Just the thought of blood
Makes my endorphins
Rush out further
I'm craven love
But when I get too close
To feeling some
I just run away with ones who feel it more
And then I hurt her
I want them dead
It's all for me
I'm taking lives for emptiness inside of thee
I'm bout to start a killing spree
Is it a school
Is it just me
Not suicidal but it creeps
Somebody stop this right now
I pray to God come help me please
I ain't got no time
For no time off
Cause when I do
The silence keep attacking me
My mental health is dead
I'm bout to sign off
Somebody call the cops
To get ahold of me
Cause if they don't
A lot of people gonna be dead
Yeah there ain't no controlling me
I'm dead inside
And it's scaring me
This thing inside me
It's just barely me
Lately
It's just do or die
Everything
Is now my newest lie
Don't tempt me
Cause if you do
You'll die
Yeah
I'm suffocating can't breathe
I'm lost behind a reputation
That makes me a model with a role
For the people hurting mentally
That don't know where to go
But what good can I just do
When my own thoughts
Are worse than theirs
More disturbed and more sadistic
Than whatever they've been through
Fuck being an example
Fuck yourself and fuck your life
Chop you up into tiny pieces
Feed those pieces to your wife
Yeah I never liked a gun
There's way more power with a knife
Sike
Ice pick more fun
When in Wisconsin through the night
You ugly fuck
You think it's fun and games
Think just cause I'm rich
That I'm not dealing with the pain
With the agony and flames
Shoot liquid drugs inside my veins
I keep on smelling memories
From all the victims that remain
Murder was the only option
I'm poppin pills
Cause I'm toxic
Gossiping with all the monsters
That's living inside my closet
Murder was the only option
When I thought I was alone
Twenty voices on the phone
I'm hearing people who ain't home
Psycho trials
I ain't got no time
For no time off
Cause when I do
The silence keep attacking me
My mental health is dead
I'm bout to sign off
Somebody call the cops
To get ahold of me
Cause if they don't
A lot of people gonna be dead
Yeah there ain't no controlling me
I'm dead inside
And it's scaring me
This thing inside me
It's just barely me
Lately
It's just do or die
Everything
Is now my newest lie
Don't tempt me
Cause if you do
You'll die
Yeah
I'm suffocating can't breathe
Somebody help me
Everywhere I go
Everywhere I look
I swear this shit stalking me
They just wanna see me
Kill all my enemies
And I won't stop
Until their all on their
Hands and knees
Laying in a pool of blood
I'm too in love with murder
Just the thought of blood
Makes my endorphins
Rush out further
I'm craven love
But when I get too close
To feeling some
I just run away with ones who feel it more
And then I hurt her
I want them dead
It's all for me
I'm taking lives for emptiness inside of thee
I'm bout to start a killing spree
Is it a school
Is it just me
Not suicidal but it creeps
Somebody stop this right now
I pray to God come help me please
I ain't got no time
For no time off
Cause when I do
The silence keep attacking me
My mental health is dead
I'm bout to sign off
Somebody call the cops
To get ahold of me
Cause if they don't
A lot of people gonna be dead
Yeah there ain't no controlling me
I'm dead inside
And it's scaring me
This thing inside me
It's just barely me
Lately
It's just do or die
Everything
Is now my newest lie
Don't tempt me
Cause if you do
You'll die
Yeah
I'm suffocating can't breathe
I'm lost behind a reputation
That makes me a model with a role
For the people hurting mentally
That don't know where to go
But what good can I just do
When my own thoughts
Are worse than theirs
More disturbed and more sadistic
Than whatever they've been through
Fuck being an example
Fuck yourself and fuck your life
Chop you up into tiny pieces
Feed those pieces to your wife
Yeah I never liked a gun
There's way more power with a knife
Sike
Ice pick more fun
When in Wisconsin through the night
You ugly fuck
You think it's fun and games
Think just cause I'm rich
That I'm not dealing with the pain
With the agony and flames
Shoot liquid drugs inside my veins
I keep on smelling memories
From all the victims that remain
Murder was the only option
I'm poppin pills
Cause I'm toxic
Gossiping with all the monsters
That's living inside my closet
Murder was the only option
When I thought I was alone
Twenty voices on the phone
I'm hearing people who ain't home
Psycho trials
I ain't got no time
For no time off
Cause when I do
The silence keep attacking me
My mental health is dead
I'm bout to sign off
Somebody call the cops
To get ahold of me
Cause if they don't
A lot of people gonna be dead
Yeah there ain't no controlling me
I'm dead inside
And it's scaring me
This thing inside me
It's just barely me
Lately
It's just do or die
Everything
Is now my newest lie
Don't tempt me
Cause if you do
You'll die
Yeah
I'm suffocating can't breathe
Somebody help me
