"Blind Loneliness" lyrics

You said I'm such a fan
Just wanted you to know
Wife said she saw you, you were so alive
Out there on the road

Yeah I'm guilty
No blood stains on my hands
Can't count adultery, girls go out
But God makes better plans

So I'll shake his hand, and fake a smile
With sheer blind loneliness a while
And I'll go home, all alone
It's better off, the less he knows
Oh was it me, or maybe you
That drove your love, to bend the truth
So shake his hand, and fake a smile
With sheer blind loneliness a while
Just me and you

So call me dirt, was at my worst
Can't undo wrecked work
I'll raise a glass to faded past
And nights no one deserves
She said don't try and think too much
Nobody knows, and it wasn't love
And [?] smile, on his face
Just leave it there, and walk away

So I'll shake his hand, and fake a smile
With sheer blind loneliness a while
And I'll go home, all alone
It's better off, the less he knows
Oh was it me, or maybe you
That drove your love, to bend the truth
So shake his hand, and fake a smile
With sheer blind loneliness a while
Just me and you

You said I'm such a fan
Just wanted you to know
Wife said she saw you, you were so alive
Out there on the road