"Traumatised" lyrics

Alone, alone
I know the power I hold is so strong
And I know I'll never be too much for none
You're just the wrong one, need my own love
Strangled by yours, can't be undone
All of your fuck ups, I felt so stuck
Holding my tongue under your thumb

I can't deny myself, and I ain't, I ain't your way
To success on the sly, I'm not, I'm not your guy
So don't, don't tell me that it will be easy
'Cause I'm traumatised from your fucking lies

No, I'm not crazy
I'm not, I'm not
Not crazy

So tired, might get inspired by Michael Myers, but just for you
I'm fighting for much needed silence, but just from you, you're a loose screw
On fire, burning inside, yeah, from holding my mouth when talking to you
I feel violence enter my mind, and I'm suddenly blue, right back to my roots

I can't deny myself, and I ain't, I ain't your way
To success on the sly, I'm not, I'm not your guy
So don't, don't tell me that it will be easy
'Cause I'm traumatised from your fucking lies

No, I'm not crazy
I'm not, I'm not
Oh, I'm not crazy

As it's not your term of abuse, it's not true
Guess I'm a liar too
Just stating the patience
I gave you

I can't deny myself, and I ain't, I ain't your way
To success on the sly, I'm not, I'm not your guy
So don't, don't tell me that it will be easy
'Cause I'm traumatised from your fucking lies

No, I'm not crazy
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
Crazy

I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not crazy
No, I'm not crazy
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
I'm not, I'm not crazy