"MESS" lyrics

Oh, I've been trying not to go batshit but I'm losing my mind
Your love, nothing but a distraction and I fall for your lies
Now I'm riding through the city, gotta find out
If I can take another shot or fucking die now
Panic, I'm a mess, now it's lights out
And she just wanna have fun and never come down

Oh, now you wanna come back
Like you oh, you never tried to leave me
Say oh, you just wanna rip
Another hole inside my heart and make me hate my life

This hell I fought, I'll never feel this way again
This hell I fought, I'll never feel the same again

Remember when you told me I would always be your everything
Ooh, yes, a tongue-in-cheek, you smiled and lied right through your teeth
You left me bleeding and running away
Just like you always do
So don't you go thinking that I'll take you back
'Cause I'm doing just fine without you

Oh, now you wanna come back
Like you oh, you never tried to leave me
Say oh, you just wanna rip
Another hole inside my heart and make me hate my life

This hell I fought, I'll never feel this way again
This hell I fought, I'll never feel the same again

All of my mind is a mess, oh my heart is a mess, oh
My mind is a mess, oh, my heart is a
All your life is a mess, oh your love is a mess
Don't come back to me yet, don't come back to me

I knew you would devastate my heart
I don't care, I don't want my heart
Reach for the stars, for the stars
Oh my God [?] oh my God

Oh, now you wanna come back
Like you oh, you never tried to leave me
Say oh, you just wanna rip
Another hole inside my heart and make me hate my life

This hell I fought, I'll never feel this way again
This hell I fought, I'll never feel the same again