"Introduction" lyrics

Tried to run away didn't get too far
Tripped over the pavement and fell apart
I know I can't explain it but cross my heart
I swear I always loved you
From the beginning
It's not your fault that I'm so messed up
Fragments drift away but my memory's stuck
Somewhere between the history of fate and love
And I don't wanna think about it.
And that's what gets me
Cause all I do is think about it
That's what gets me
Try to fight I'm overpowered
That's what gets me
I could really use some balance
That's what gets me
Laying in the darkness I dreamed
I slipped under an ocean so deep
I thought I'd seen the worst parts of me
But that was nothing,
It was just an introduction