"Gloomy Conscious" lyrics

Right now I'm hurting so I can't show love
Bugging off them drugs, I might run off on the plug
I ain't ever do no drills off no pills, I was sober
If they catch me lacking, told em make sure that it's over
Make sure that it's,

Make sure that it's lit
On the Internet he tough but out in person, he a bitch
Know she thought I wasn't shit
Now shorty see I'm lit
If it ain't 'bout no money don't be calling me for shit

Iced out even when the lights out
I'm so high you can see my cloud
Nigga I ain't really hearing what you saying right now
Nigga I ain't really playing right now
Red beam nigga I ain't gotta aim right now but it's okay
Wouldn't let me fuck back then, no way
Now she see up I'm up like vans on the freeway
Now she see up I'm up,
She be acting like she be acting like she need sleep

Running up that money 'til my knees weak
I just slept with two hoes, that's a three peat
She said she gon' marry me, I said I love the streets
Can't let mama bury me, I'm 'a ride around with my heat
You don't know what I came from
Just 'cause he day one don't mean he day one
I know some shit, won't say none
I might just play dumb, you know I'm A1
Aye,

Lil bad bitch from the valley yo,
Too freaky, let me fuck her on the patio
She know my name but she still call me daddy yo,
You know the game, I don't play it I just know the controls

You know the saying,
Better pay what you owe
Back then, money short
I was praying it grow
You probably never feel the pain in my soul
so I'm tryna put the pain in my songs
I'll be this way 'til I'm gone

Still I ride with it
Gotta survive, I can't die living
Tell the truth why you lying, no smiles in it
My demons cry and I forgive em
Aye,

I'm better off on my lonely
Life's changed so nigga switching up on me
I know shit's sad but you gotta watch homies
They don't understand real nigga only

Birthdays was the worst days
Now we sip lean when we thirsty
I put some ice where my heart stay
How that black boy shine in a dark place?
Aye,

I'm not nice enough, aye
My bread piling up
My fit, style it up
I don't smile enough
I don't smile enough

I'm not nice enough, aye
My bread piling up
My fit, style it up
I don't smile enough
I don't smile enough