"Up To You" lyrics

Oh, it hurts so bad to know it's off
Could I catch you up before I lose my luck?
I just can't keep playing all that I once was

Are you gonna know just how it felt
That I wished to keep it to myself?
I got lost in time
But I don't mind waiting up

'Cause I want it to last
Is that all up to you? Oh
'Cause I want it to last
Is it all up to you?

I know that I did make you doubt
And that I can't keep it all held
I just thought I'd see it once or maybe twice
But now it's stuck

Are you gonna have it top of mind?
Could it all get fixed with a little time?
Is it still what you want?
I just hope that's enough

'Cause I want it to last
Is that all up to you? Oh
'Cause I want it to last
Is it what you want, too?

'Cause I know who I am
Can you love me like that?
A hard truth, it's where I stand

And I'll run to the end
I can try, I can win
Yeah, I know I want you
To find me where I am
Where I am