"I Wish Heaven Had A Facetime" lyrics

My mind-frame far from better
Pops gone, broke my heart forever
Home hardly ever
Still tryna heal, tryna stay calm
I sure wish heaven had facetime

Had a visit in my dream from an old friend
Felt so real, woke up gloating
Message received, maybe on both ends
Cried so much, the pillow's soaking
Hard to embrace, when god's spoken

(Let me get myself together)

Chokin' up trying to finish this rhyme
Took a while for me to write this down
I mean, it took a while to rap it you know I'm writing shit down
Not sayin' much you know I'm tight lit now
Just to argue with you is priceless now
Tryin' to numb the pain, you see what Patrón doin'
Blank stare, Michael Corleone at your home going
Wipe my tears, wasn't a choice I had to fight my fears
All the while wishing you was here