"Idek" lyrics

I'm wide awake why I always feel like my eyes closed
Fumbled the bag so many times I don't even know
And u don't gotta tell me different
Baby I been losing vision
Don't know who's life I been living
Not my own

Pull up in that brand new nothing
But I still look disgusting
Got em sick how I'm stunting
Don't even know how I got in
Don't even know how I'm talking
I don't even speak this language
Every day is some new strangeness
Just another way to say the same shit
Then we wasted and we racing
Wonder who gonna get most famous
Then we pacing round four am
Wonder who gonna get the next bag quick
And I'm breaking no I'm making it
Even tho I don't even know who I came with
And I'm blanking no what's my name
Now I don't even know what I'm saying
I don't even know what I'm saying

I'm wide awake why I always feel like my eyes closed
Fumbled the bag so many times I don't even know
And u don't gotta tell me different
Baby I been losing vision
Don't know who's life I been living
Not my own

I turn the page on the same book that they wrote before
Am I okay at this point I don't even know
And u don't gotta tell me nothing
Baby I know I been bluffing
Don't know whose life I got stuck in
Not my own

I don't even know where I'm at
Who I'm supposed to be
I'm out to lunch I'm lost at sea
Done drank too much, forgotten me
I been feeling a little bit crazy
Cuz I'm crazy
Ask me if I want them to call me
I'm like carly I say maybe
I been losing sleep too often
And I sleep too much to lock in
It's like lately I've been lost in
Somewhere I just keep on walking
I don't really wanna figure out the way I wanna live
Cuz if I knew just what to do it'd be something they already did

I'm wide awake why I always feel like my eyes closed
Fumbled the bag so many times I don't even know
And u don't gotta tell me different
Baby I been losing vision
Don't know who's life I been living
Not my own

I turn the page on the same book that they wrote before
Am I okay at this point I don't even know
And u don't gotta tell me nothing
Baby I know I been bluffing
Don't know who's life I got stuck in
Not my own