"Still" lyrics

I don't know how to feel things small
It's a tidal wave and nothing at all
I can't believe in Heaven now
It's been Hell on Earth for a second

Okay, you win all of my life
Drive to the bridge just to over think it
I know for some, it's a crutch of mine
Drive to the bridge just to stand there thinkin'
My life stands still

I need someone you can't erase
'Cause I lost myself to a dream I had
And I never give it all away
But I miss feelin' like a person
'Cause I read those things people have to say
They make me feel like I'm not a person
White little pills take it all away
Drive to the bridge just to over think it
I can't stand still

Keep thinkin' 'bout how to fix my life
I think that when is the bigger question
'Cause I don't know how I'll feel tonight
Might make an impulsive decision
A card appears
Out on my sight
Felt my heart go skydiving
You got my high for a little while
I still don't know what I was thinkin'
I did it still
Yeah, I did it still