"the hell of april" lyrics

Thank you for makin' me love so hard
Fuck you for settin' the bar so high
It's nice to know you couldn't meet it
We were kinda defeated before we'd tried
Spring was meant to be beautiful
But the new flowers watched us die
You were a stranger in a minute
Now I'm grievin' the livin' because I
Thought you were my future
So did everyone

You were the reason I believed in angels
Four years of heaven, now the hell of April
If time's a healer, why's it movin' glacial?
And how much longer am I meant to wait for?
Oh why, oh why do I still cry? I'm in denial
You're not the same, neither am I
You were the reason I believed in angels
At least I got to love you, I'm grateful