"Moviestar" lyrics
Rema Lyrics
My demons, they fight in the heart
Just like a movie star
Slave to my character
No matter how
I try to fight the feelings about me
It feels like war
Sometimes, I fake my smiling
Deep inside, I feel like dying
So much, my heart is hurting (Yeah)
I pray it don't end with sirens
Insomnia, I can't sleep without popping
Every night, my mind is racing
It's so hard 'cause I'm craving silence
My demons, they fight in the heart
Just like a movie star
Slave to my character
No matter how
I try to change the feelings about me
It feels like war
I'm chasing a fantasy now
What if that's not really me?
People don't get my song
Fans don't get that I got caught up so young
Girls always give me drugs
My happiness is zipped in a little purse
Friends always make me feel robbed
Hate that I talk to my mom once in a month
And how can I write a love song
When I don't feel right about loving anymore?
I put aside my pride
Taking risks, making sacrifices
Trying to find the pressure that I fantasized with
Can't save myself, but I'm a messiah
It's hard to take it back when the deal's signed
They say, "Sing a song that made the people happy"
They all let my real feelings invalid
My demons, they fight in the heart
Just like a movie star
Slave to my character
No matter how
I try to change the feelings about me
It feels like war
I'm chasing a fantasy now
What if that's not really me?
Sometimes, I fake my smiling
Deep inside, I feel like dying
So much, my heart is hurting (Yeah)
I pray it don't end with sirens
Insomnia, I can't sleep without popping
Every night, my mind is racing
It's so hard 'cause I'm craving silence
My demons, they fight in the heart (Yeah)
Just like a movie star (Movie star)
Slave to my character (Uh)
No matter how (How?)
I try to change the feelings about me (Yeah)
It feels like war
I'm chasing a fantasy now
What if that's not really me?
Just like a movie star
Slave to my character
No matter how
I try to fight the feelings about me
It feels like war
Sometimes, I fake my smiling
Deep inside, I feel like dying
So much, my heart is hurting (Yeah)
I pray it don't end with sirens
Insomnia, I can't sleep without popping
Every night, my mind is racing
It's so hard 'cause I'm craving silence
My demons, they fight in the heart
Just like a movie star
Slave to my character
No matter how
I try to change the feelings about me
It feels like war
I'm chasing a fantasy now
What if that's not really me?
People don't get my song
Fans don't get that I got caught up so young
Girls always give me drugs
My happiness is zipped in a little purse
Friends always make me feel robbed
Hate that I talk to my mom once in a month
And how can I write a love song
When I don't feel right about loving anymore?
I put aside my pride
Taking risks, making sacrifices
Trying to find the pressure that I fantasized with
Can't save myself, but I'm a messiah
It's hard to take it back when the deal's signed
They say, "Sing a song that made the people happy"
They all let my real feelings invalid
My demons, they fight in the heart
Just like a movie star
Slave to my character
No matter how
I try to change the feelings about me
It feels like war
I'm chasing a fantasy now
What if that's not really me?
Sometimes, I fake my smiling
Deep inside, I feel like dying
So much, my heart is hurting (Yeah)
I pray it don't end with sirens
Insomnia, I can't sleep without popping
Every night, my mind is racing
It's so hard 'cause I'm craving silence
My demons, they fight in the heart (Yeah)
Just like a movie star (Movie star)
Slave to my character (Uh)
No matter how (How?)
I try to change the feelings about me (Yeah)
It feels like war
I'm chasing a fantasy now
What if that's not really me?
