"Amalgamation" lyrics

I've seen my eyes wrapped up in gold
I've watched my eyes grow so damn old
I've felt my eyes turn wrong side out
Just to see, just to see what's right

All I need's a voice
To say you will, say you will
All I needed was
Somethin' real, somethin' real
37 stitches and I'm still
Doin' fine, I'm doin' fine
This life has wrapped my halo
'Round my throat
With broken wings
I am still my own
There's more than just myself
That feels like I do, like I do

My isolation leads to
Your irritation leads to
Our confrontation
But the world keeps spinning
Manipulation leads to
My frustration leads to
Our confrontation
But the world keeps spinning

Left wide open through life's love hate games
Understanding me's accepting the pain
This sick soul will eventually turn
Oh so cold, turn so cold
Reborn once in a while
Reborn but I kept my style
Reborn still and I feel
So unreal, I am unreal

My isolation leads to
Your irritation leads to
Our confrontation
But the world keeps spinning
Manipulation leads to
My frustration leads to
Our confrontation
But the world keeps spinning

I've screamed (Screamed)
Too many times
Too many times
Who I am
Manipulation leads to
My frustration leads to
Our confrontation
But the world keeps spinning

I've felt as stuck as a concrete slave (Concrete slave)
And it felt like it cost me everything (Everything)
Living alcohol blind, my end game (End my game)
No one knows but it feels the same

Can I redefine me?
Will you finally heal me?
Can I push my obsessions to the outside?
Had enough help from two cent friends
I'm the one that lets the sin begin
I'm my pride, my shame, all wrapped up clean
Deep inside

My isolation leads to
Your irritation leads to
Our confrontation
But the world keeps spinning
Manipulation leads to
My frustration leads to
Our confrontation
But the world keeps spinning

I've screamed (Screamed)
Too many times (Screamed)
Too many times
Who I am
Manipulation leads to
My frustration leads to
Our confrontation
But the world keeps spinning