"Antidote" lyrics

Doctor doctor tell me what is wrong with me
My head is getting numb
My heart can barely beat
Doctor doctor please give me medicine
My eyes can barely see
So please give me a pill

Cause the more I try to swim, the more I think I'm drowning
And the higher that I climb, the more I keep on falling
And the lesser that I try, the more I can control it
And I just need to know, yeah I just need to know

Why there's no heartbeat underneath my skin
I don't wanna be so cold
Think I need an antidote
This haunting void I cannot fill
I don't wanna be so cold
Think I need an antidote

Doctor doctor is this really how to live?
I'm staring at a screen
My insecurities
Keep growing in my chest for every post I scroll
A thousand million phones
And still we're so alone

And the more we try to swim, the more I think we're drowning
And I just need to know, need to know know know

Why there's no heartbeat underneath my skin
I don't wanna be so cold
Think I need an antidote
This haunting void I cannot fill
I don't wanna be so cold
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Come on
Push that shot
Straight into my veins

I need an antidote, I need adrenaline
I need a future that I can believe in
So won't you tell me what we got in store
Cause I can't take this anymore

Why there's no heartbeat underneath my skin
I don't wanna be so cold
Think I need an antidote
This haunting void I cannot fill
I don't wanna be so cold
Think I need an antidote dote dote dote
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