"Kids" lyrics

I told my mum I'll be a big star
She deserves to have kids like that
A little message to my sister (Yeah)

I told my mum I'll be a big star
She deserves to have kids like that
A little message for my sister
You shouldn't worry about a bitch like that
They only love you on your insta
And I pray my daughter thinks like that
I always smile in a picture
But on my own it's hard to think like that
See I find it hard to think like that

They told me I can fly high and I just gotta figure out how
I think I've got my shit together then I'm lost in my mind like I don't wanna figure it out (Uh)
I feel so fucking guilty trying to focus on myself because she focus on me (Uh, yeah)
I don't want my life to be in public because I'd rather just make music for P (Uh)
I couldn't tell you if I even wanna make it because it scares me tryna think where I'll be (Yeah)
Because normality is comfort and it gets me kind of stressed when I just think it could leave (Uh)

Guess that is what it is (Uh)
Why do I feel like this (Uh)
Why do I never wanna jump at things and improve the life I live
Everyone seem so fake (Uh)
Don't wanna let mind switch (Uh)
Paranoias outrageous gonna hold back when I make them hits

I told my mum I'll be a big star
She deserves to have kids like that
A little message to my sister (Yeah)

I told my mum I'll be a big star
She deserves to have kids like that
A little message for my sister
You shouldn't worry about a bitch like that
They only love you on your insta
And I pray my daughter thinks like that
I always smile in a picture
But on my own it's hard to think like that
See I find it hard to think like that