"Vertigo" lyrics

All I ever craved was some peace of mind
Don't think that exists
As scary as it is
I wish I could embrace confusion
Nothing makes sense, and sense makes nothing
Life is a bitch, but at least I'm fucking
'Cause arguments lead to better sex
And me and this world don't get on

Being comfortable in life makes me nervous
There's a reason kids don't like the dark
Hurts most when you don't see it coming
But it's heights that eat me alive

Don't wanna go right to the top and look down at the tourists
I wanna stand with 'em and look as we say that it's glorious
To look at the view is way better than being it
Hollywood full up of L's, so how could you ever look at it, see me in it?
Never
I'm chasing my dream, 'cause that has got me in it
Legacy, that's got the g in it
Reason I'm rapping, it's not 'cause there's p in it
'Cause I'm in love with it
If I get famous, it's just 'cause there's us in it, yeah

I refuse to get beat by anxiety
And I'm trying my best, but it's hard
In a broken and twisted society
See, I told you I'm craving my privacy
But not using this talent's insanity
End up just mad at me
Better a has-been than hasn't-been
Maybe last year did just pattern me
Said I didn't care 'bout money 'til I saw salary
I wanna see this planet without no gallery
'Til pilot's dapping me
Saying "I saw you man last Saturday"
I wanna travel this world, no excuses
'Cause life can't be fun when you're stuck
Ignore everything that can cause it
Hypocrisy happens, it's normal
That's just life when you're striving for more
As long as you know who you are

All I ever craved was some peace of mind
Don't think that exists
As scary as it is
I wish I could embrace confusion
Nothing makes sense, and sense makes nothing
Life is a bitch, but at least I'm fucking
'Cause arguments lead to better sex
And me and this world don't get on