"Kidding Myself" lyrics

I been running outta space in my head
To put the words together for you so I leave you on read
And I been running outta space in my room
Too many reminders to have another photo of you

And it's hard when you're not around
But it's harder when you're here
In this life one thing I've learned
The same things I love I also fear
And I'm
Sick and tired of kidding myself
Kidding myself who knew

That we lost
Control
Somewhere far along the road
Yeah we lost
Some hope
Somewhere far along the road
But I'm coming home now

I got a tattoo of a boat on my leg
I didn't get it for you but it reminds me of the days when we would
Float around just like my life as a kid
Never could stay put for too long and I still can't I'll admit

That it gets hard when you're not around
But it's harder when you're here
In this life one thing I've learned
Same things I love I also fear
And I'm
Sick and tired of kidding myself
Kidding myself who knew

That we lost
Control
Somewhere far along the road
Yeah we lost
Some hope
Somewhere far along the road
But I'm coming home now

Yeah we lost
Control
Somewhere far along the road
Yeah we lost
Some hope
Somewhere far along the road
But I'm coming home now