"Codependent" lyrics

If I feel the most me when I'm with someone else
Am I made of nothing when I'm all by myself?

If I only love who I am when I'm reflected in your eyes
Does love start and end with you?
And if you go, will I start to despise?

Who I am
Who am I?
Who would I be if our love wilted and died?

'Cause I built
My world around
The thought of you and I fighting off my doubt

But when you go home
I'm made of nothing
I am nothing but alone

I guess I'm codependent, I have to confess
But no one's ever loved me enough
To get this weight right off my chest

If I only feel like I'm heard when you lend me your ear
If you go, will I be sentenced to silence for a million years?

Who will I be?
Who have I been?
If not everything to you, my dearest friend

'Cause I built
My world around
An eternal love, a safe haven from doubt

But when you go home
I'm made of nothing
I am nothing, but

Alone and so lonely
The thought of your smile
Is the only thing that holds me here sometimes
But what would happen if our hands no longer intertwined?

Who am I when I'm on my own?
Who would I be if I was someone you'd let go?

Maybe it's time
To grow apart
So I find warmth in my own reflection when the world feels dark

Then, when you go home
By my own side
I won't feel so alone