"Fault Line" lyrics

Is it my fault I moved too close to the fault line?
Now I gotta find
Myself and a new therapist online
Anything to fill
My head, my bed, instead of myself with dread
Won't know 'til it breaks if it's gonna be alright, alright
I can't just wait for the ground to fall through
Or for time to turn you back into who I once knew
The upside of meantime

So what if I'm meant to be
Finding solace in the space between?
My ego and my heart were lost amongst the stars
The universe, I'm trusting her, guess we'll see

Was that a sign or am I just getting restless?
Look me in the eye
Tell me if I'm out here being selfish
Or just a Gemini
Do I wait for fate to send me on my way?
Won't know 'til I break if it's worth being helpless
Can't help that I still will wait for the ground to fall through
And for time to turn me into someone new
But I'll find the upside

So what if I'm meant to be
Finding solace in the space between?
My ego and my heart were lost amongst the stars
The universe, I'm trusting her

I'm always running ahead or I'm running away
But life lies in between where I will go and where I've stayed
Done waiting for the open door

So what if I'm meant to be
Finding solace in the space between?
So what if I'm meant to be (I'm meant to be)
Finding solace in the space between? (In the space between)
My ego and my heart were lost amongst the stars (Amongst the)
The universe, I'm trusting her 'cause she trusts me