"Worst Thoughts In The World" lyrics

Different sky, different bird
Different couples sitting quietly on the curb
Different view from the moment I wake up
Different man professing his true love
Different mouth, different word, same reflection getting on your nerves
Different path that I walk on my way home
Different ways of feeling less alone
Another day of filming myself on my phone

Can't you see that I'm screwing this up?
I lost my marbles and I lost his love
Awful dreams and I can't make them stop
'Cause I'm my brother and my best friends' mom
So obscene but my mind makes it up
Tells me I bury bodies in my yard
Me and the worst thoughts, worst thoughts in the world

Different park, different keys
Big, bad city got you on your knees
Different haircut that falls around my cheeks
Different outfit from 2003
Little girl on a swing crying at me
Little girl, I can't help you 'cause I'm crazy

Can't you see that I'm screwing this up?
I lost my marbles and I lost his love
Awful dreams and I can't make them stop
My future husband got me with his boss
So obscene but my mind makes it up
Convincing me I've drowned the family dog
Me and the worst thoughts, worst thoughts in the world
It's just me and the worst thoughts, worst thoughts in the world