"Use Me" lyrics

I want you to use me
At least then I'll have some purpose
If you lose me
Then you'll also lose your service
I'm so alone so this is worth it
So please use me until the day is done
Use me

I don't think you understand no you definitely don't
I've been feeling so alone I need somewhere to go
Nobody from where I'm from wants to give me a chance
So I end up coming back hoping for a helping hand
Though I say nothing
And you act like you gon change but I've been here for a while I deal with you every day
You're exactly the same
And you use me
It feels bad but at the same time you choose me
That's all I want though it's sad it is working
Cause I've been so busy I forgot about the hurting
You got me stuck with you like I'm tied up with a knot and
But at least I'm part of something not just someone that's forgotten

I want you to use me
At least then I'll have some purpose
If you lose me
Then you'll also lose your service
I'm so alone so this is worth it
So please use me until the day is done
Use me

I don't wanna be lost in the darkness of my mind
But I know if I leave you will easily find
Someone to do your deeds, it would take no time
Cause I wasn't nothing special at least not in your mind
I had these pictures in my head like a movie
Like a fairytale that I had but I'm losing
I wish we could've been what I wish we could've been but I can't imagine it
So I'm packing up I'm moving

I want you to use me
At least then I'll have some purpose
If you lose me
Then you'll also lose your service
I'm so alone
So this is worth it
So please use me until the day is done
Use me

Don't get in the way of my life I am so done with these tears falling down
You won't get in the way of my life I am better than this
I'll let myself out

I don't want you to use me
I will live up my own purpose
I can help me
And I know that I deserve it
I'm so alone
But it's so worth it
So don't use me, don't use that day is done
Use me