"Way Up" lyrics

I swear I keep my head way up
I keep on trying 'cause I remember looking for a way out
I remember, remember

I wanna say I'm better, I wanna say I'll never let the pain
And the ache and the heartbreak run me over
But I just lost my mother, won't see her 'til forever
Can't wrap my mind 'round the fact that I just won't see her later

It's just as cold as I thought
Believing that it's my fault
But I won't forget, I'll keep my shoulders square
Take a breath, one day I'll meet you there, I know

I swear I keep my head way up
I keep on trying 'cause I remember looking for a way out
I remember, remember
I swear I keep my head way up
I keep on trying (I keep on trying) 'cause I remember looking for a way out
I remember, remember

I'm trying every way, I'll get there anyway
But I kinda hate that I can't feel you here
When I'm missing you every way, still cry and everything
I'll fucking celebrate 'cause you deserve the tears, ma'

I swear I keep my head way up
I keep on trying 'cause I remember looking for a way out
I remember, remember
I swear I keep my head way up
I keep on trying (I keep on trying) 'cause I remember looking for a way out
I keep on, keep on

I swear I keep my head way up
I swear I keep my head way up
I remember looking for a way out
I swear I keep my head way up
Remember looking for a way out
Remember, remember