"February Theory" lyrics

"February Theory"

I'm surrounded by death
I have begged and I've bled
And held her head
There's a space where she slept
And then I wept
In cruel irony, I'll
Still rest facing it
It's still her bed

Tell me please, what else can I release
To try to gain some kind of guarantee?
Tell me please, what else can I release?
Just another February
I've lost so much already

Maybe that's his lot in life
Maybe that's his place
Maybe he just lost someone
Or maybe that's just his face
Maybe that's his lot in life
Maybe that's his place
Maybe he just lost someone
Or maybe that's just his face

The scorpion, the eagle, and finally the phoenix
When he says he wants to die, he doesn't really mean it
He stings himself repeatedly and refuses to clean it
Then bleeds infected, living hectic, unable to treat it
He thinks he sees people leaving and hastens to believe it
While nigga pushing, swerving, reaching to show his achievements
And everyone entreating keeps on lining up to eat it
This standard is impossible, but they still try to meet it

This is a path of lower self
I confess that I keep it
Niggas can't save one another if they cannot see it

Tell me please, what else can I release?
Just another February
I've lost so much already

I feel more fuckin' coldhearted the higher I fly
The shattered mirrors over my eyes cut me a new sight
Everyone's going, growing through something, it's not a crime
Each passing day, I feel less for these niggas or these rhymes
Like, what if I refuse to try and decide to be just like you, nigga?
I knife ideas for my pride and let y'all clean up all of my messes
When I'm not holding a grudge, I'm taking something personally
Fuck the internal or the message, don't concern yourself with my stresses

Maybe he just lost someone
Maybe that's just his face
Maybe all these attempts at force are just a fucking waste
Path and oath, just one letter apart
And I embrace that I lose the most going off-road
So I say it just in case

I am fanning the flames
I am fanning the flames
I am fanning the flames
I am fanning the flames
I am fanning the flames

Lookin' for that fire, tryna feel that heat
Lookin' for that fire, tryna feel that heat
Lookin' for that fire, tryna feel that heat
Lookin' for that fire, tryna feel that heat
Word, uh, on God
My love a weapon, I get to pressin'
Nigga 'round here gettin' correction
Lookin' for that fire, tryna feel that heat
Lookin' for that fire, tryna feel that heat
Fuck your depression, you in my section
Don't like it, ho? Go get to steppin'
I don't wanna fight, but a'ight, nigga
It ain't no question
Lookin' for that fire, tryna feel that heat
Try and see my side and don't get tight, nigga
Yeah, we addressin'
Lookin' for that fire, tryna feel that heat
Lookin' for that fire, tryna feel that heat

Tell me please, what else can I release?
Lookin' for that fire, tryna feel that heat
Just another February
I've lost so much already
Tell me please, what else can I release?
Just another February
I've lost so much already
Tell me please, what else can I release?
Just another February
I've lost so much already


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