"Break" lyrics

I hate myself every night I-
I lie awake at night but I can't cry
Everyone tells me that I'm alright
But they don't know anything 'cause I'm not fine

So break me down
I deserve this hate and I need it
Lay me down
And hope I don't wake up from the bleeding

I hate myself every night I- (I hate myself every night I-)
I lie awake at night but I can't cry (No I can't cry)
Everyone tells me that I'm alright (I'm not alright)
But they don't know anything 'cause I'm not fine (No, I'm not fine)

So break me down
I deserve this hate and I need it
Lay me down
And hope I don't wake up from the bleeding
So break me down
I deserve this hate and I need it
Lay me down
And hope I don't wake up from the bleeding

I-
I can't do this anymore. You're just dragging everyone down with you
I-
I don't wanna be around you anymore. You have to figure yourself out or you're gonna be alone forever. Okay?
Goodbye Zack