"East Village" lyrics

It's a quarter past midnight
And I'm not done
Are you trying to kill me
Or trying to have fun?
And I thought I'd be alright
But I didn't get far
I don't think my dad thinks
We're gonna last long

But
What he doesn't know
I'm heading back home to start again
And to rest my bones
Gotta stop staring at my phone
If you were gonna call, you would have
Yeah, you could've come home

Baby, I've been trying to get sober
But I go a month and I'm bored
She said, "Caleb, you've been making me sad
And I keep leaving marks on my body"
Honey, that's a long way down
Make sure you hold your nose when you fall in, ah yeah
Baby, I love you like I've never
But I'm tired of feeling so lonely

Never home enough lately
And when I am
I can't find my footing
I'm stuck where I stand
I'm a kid when you leave me
Spinning out of scene
Quiet when you're asking
Loud when you speak

But
What I didn't know
Sleeping on an empty stomach
Isn't rest at all
Gotta stop hoping you'll be wrong
If I were gonna change, I would have
Yeah, I could've just grown

Baby, I've been trying to get sober
But I go a month and I'm bored
She said, "Caleb, you've been making me sad
And I keep leaving marks on my body"
Honey, that's a long way down
Make sure you hold your nose when you fall in, ah yeah
Baby, I love you like I've never
But I'm tired of feeling so lonely